The New Resolution!!

Well, peeps.. Here i am again.. But don't worry.. There won't be any emotional post here.. Well, at least not today..

Anyway, yesterday.. I made up my mind.. I spend some time thinking back how foolish i was, reminiscing the past.. So, i came up with a list.. List of Resolution.. For this upcoming two years.. XD

But no.. I ain't gonna post the whole list up here.. No point doing so.. So, i'm just telling the main point here..

One of my new resolution is to concentrate more on my studies.. Less thoughts on girls.. STPM may still be far away.. But i'm sure you guys know how time flies.. So, i'm not gonna waste my time procrastinating anymore.. Will start to build up..

So, to all the top students in my class.. Beware.. You guys will be facing a new "Saw Wai Kiat" very soon.. As soon as i catch up with all those syllabus i got left out last time..

I guess that my tuition will be starting soon now.. So, right now.. I'm simply completing all the works i left out.. Gotta work real hard, as the competition's hard in my class..

As for girls.. I'll just let it be.. I'm sure when the right time comes.. The right one will appear just in front of me..

Well.. I guess that's the end of my post now.. Will update as soon as i got the time to do so.. Cause i'll be really, really busy from now on.. With my studies, revisions, social life, and all sort of stuff..

And here's a little message to Mr. Mong and Mr. Chan.. I will not let you guys look down on me anymore.. I definitely will surprise you guys with my results in the upcoming exam.. My determination of getting 4-flats will not be gone.. I will prove it to you guys.. A brat like me can also make a difference.. You guys just wait.. I'll make you guys take back all the words you guys threw at me.. The same goes to Pn. Phang and Pn. Chandrika.. I PROMISE!!!

The Truth About Myself

*sigh*
Somehow.. Today.. I felt emo again, and i seriously have no idea why?? But somehow, this is my feeling at this very moment..

I think i know why now.. I happened to pass by that particular someone's blog just now.. And i happened to read it.. Well, actually.. I read her previous post.. All the way from last year.. Where we actually met each other..

It reminds me of everything of you.. The way you try not to hurt me, the way you decided to take things your ways, the way everything ended.. And i can remember very clearly what happened that day..

Somehow.. I'm sot of like aware about this love thingy.. I've been pass through it for so many times.. And i've been hurt for so many times.. I give up.. Well, to those who thinks that you guys know me enough.. Well.. I can tell you one thing.. YOu guys don't know me yet..

I've always played, joked, laughed my ass off, and smiled with you guys.. But the truth is that i'm sad in the inside.. I'm putting a mask on.. I don't want people to know about this.. I'm posting this up here because i know that noone reads my blog actually.. =)

Well, i don't know what else to say.. Well, like what i always say.. Nobody really knows me.. Nobody know what actually is going on in my mind.. Nobody knows how i feel.. FML..

P/S: felt so good after exosing everything here.. XD