The Truth About Myself

*sigh*
Somehow.. Today.. I felt emo again, and i seriously have no idea why?? But somehow, this is my feeling at this very moment..

I think i know why now.. I happened to pass by that particular someone's blog just now.. And i happened to read it.. Well, actually.. I read her previous post.. All the way from last year.. Where we actually met each other..

It reminds me of everything of you.. The way you try not to hurt me, the way you decided to take things your ways, the way everything ended.. And i can remember very clearly what happened that day..

Somehow.. I'm sot of like aware about this love thingy.. I've been pass through it for so many times.. And i've been hurt for so many times.. I give up.. Well, to those who thinks that you guys know me enough.. Well.. I can tell you one thing.. YOu guys don't know me yet..

I've always played, joked, laughed my ass off, and smiled with you guys.. But the truth is that i'm sad in the inside.. I'm putting a mask on.. I don't want people to know about this.. I'm posting this up here because i know that noone reads my blog actually.. =)

Well, i don't know what else to say.. Well, like what i always say.. Nobody really knows me.. Nobody know what actually is going on in my mind.. Nobody knows how i feel.. FML..

P/S: felt so good after exosing everything here.. XD