Friday, April 30, 2010

Another One Ended!!

Aight peeps.. Sorry for those who thinks that my blog's full of emotional post.. But this is something that i seriously have to blog about..

Me and Her.. Game Over.. Never expected that it will end so early.. I guess that the two of us weren't going in the right path since the very beginning of our relationship.. However, i will still wish you the best in the future and may all your wishes come true.. Stay happy always..

Honestly, i'm kind of fed up about this love thingy.. They just doesn't seem to be true.. In my own definition.. Love is always blinded by lies.. Mostly ends with a "not-so-good-afterall" ending.. Which means that we will all be hurt in the end, and in the progress..

I give up.. I seriously give up.. When will i actually find the true one?? When?? I don't know.. But i ain't wasting my time thinking about all these shits right now.. It's not worth it.. I'll just leave The Almighty God decide everything for me.. I'm so tired of looking for answers..

Everything in my previous post about her is true.. She's adorable.. She's cute.. She's nice.. But she just couldn't get over her past.. She just couldn't make up her mind.. And now.. She wants me to hate her.. How could i possibly hate her?? How could i?? It's purely impossible..

I don't know what else to say?? I came back to enjoy my semester break.. But now.. I guess that i will have to return to my camp with a broken heart..

Seriously.. Fuck my life..

-Peace Out-

What Happened to You??

Aight, peeps.. No post about myself today.. I just wanna pass out an important msg to someone special..

Are you OK?? I'm not getting any respond from you.. Do you know that i'm so worried about you?? I've tried various ways to contact you.. But yet, i failed every time i tried.. I miss you so much.. What exactly happened to you??

Is it because you're mad at me?? Is it because i did something wrong?? What exactly did i do?? I would have felt better if you call and scolded me.. At least it is so much better than being ignored.. I miss you so much..

For 3 complete days without any news from you.. I'm so dead worried about you.. Crazy thoughts always went through my mind.. Did something bad happened to you?? Why aren't you replying my messages?? Why aren't you answering my call?? Why can't your phone be connected?? Please.. Please.. Please don't do this to me.. PLEASE~~ I'm afraid that you will leave me alone.. *sobs*

P/S : If you read this.. Please.. Let me know about your condition?? Please reply my messages?? Please, please, please.. Answer my call..

I MISS YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH.. AND I'M SO DEAD WORRIED ABOUT YOU~~

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Semester Break!!

Boo-yah, people.. I'm back in Klang, temporarily.. From National Service.. Why, you ask me?? Read the title.. LMAO~~

Anyhow, this one month has been through quite fast for me.. All those activities.. Well, we haven really started on those physical activities yet.. Will be starting when we gets back to the camp.. Right.. Let me tell you some stuff..

I was promoted in the camp.. As "Ketua Wira".. And am currently having 3 lines on my shoulders.. ROFL.. Anyway, fights happened on my first week there.. Me and my "opponent" got punished..

Then there was this CB class.. Nope.. It's not "cibai" class.. It's Character Building Class.. Quite enjoyable.. Felt like attending kindergartens at times.. XD

And now, im back here.. I will post up some pictures in my Facebook and my this blog.. For you guys to view..

PS : And yes.. Im currently having a bald head.. =)

-Peace out-