The New Resolution!!

Well, peeps.. Here i am again.. But don't worry.. There won't be any emotional post here.. Well, at least not today..

Anyway, yesterday.. I made up my mind.. I spend some time thinking back how foolish i was, reminiscing the past.. So, i came up with a list.. List of Resolution.. For this upcoming two years.. XD

But no.. I ain't gonna post the whole list up here.. No point doing so.. So, i'm just telling the main point here..

One of my new resolution is to concentrate more on my studies.. Less thoughts on girls.. STPM may still be far away.. But i'm sure you guys know how time flies.. So, i'm not gonna waste my time procrastinating anymore.. Will start to build up..

So, to all the top students in my class.. Beware.. You guys will be facing a new "Saw Wai Kiat" very soon.. As soon as i catch up with all those syllabus i got left out last time..

I guess that my tuition will be starting soon now.. So, right now.. I'm simply completing all the works i left out.. Gotta work real hard, as the competition's hard in my class..

As for girls.. I'll just let it be.. I'm sure when the right time comes.. The right one will appear just in front of me..

Well.. I guess that's the end of my post now.. Will update as soon as i got the time to do so.. Cause i'll be really, really busy from now on.. With my studies, revisions, social life, and all sort of stuff..

And here's a little message to Mr. Mong and Mr. Chan.. I will not let you guys look down on me anymore.. I definitely will surprise you guys with my results in the upcoming exam.. My determination of getting 4-flats will not be gone.. I will prove it to you guys.. A brat like me can also make a difference.. You guys just wait.. I'll make you guys take back all the words you guys threw at me.. The same goes to Pn. Phang and Pn. Chandrika.. I PROMISE!!!

The Truth About Myself

*sigh*
Somehow.. Today.. I felt emo again, and i seriously have no idea why?? But somehow, this is my feeling at this very moment..

I think i know why now.. I happened to pass by that particular someone's blog just now.. And i happened to read it.. Well, actually.. I read her previous post.. All the way from last year.. Where we actually met each other..

It reminds me of everything of you.. The way you try not to hurt me, the way you decided to take things your ways, the way everything ended.. And i can remember very clearly what happened that day..

Somehow.. I'm sot of like aware about this love thingy.. I've been pass through it for so many times.. And i've been hurt for so many times.. I give up.. Well, to those who thinks that you guys know me enough.. Well.. I can tell you one thing.. YOu guys don't know me yet..

I've always played, joked, laughed my ass off, and smiled with you guys.. But the truth is that i'm sad in the inside.. I'm putting a mask on.. I don't want people to know about this.. I'm posting this up here because i know that noone reads my blog actually.. =)

Well, i don't know what else to say.. Well, like what i always say.. Nobody really knows me.. Nobody know what actually is going on in my mind.. Nobody knows how i feel.. FML..

P/S: felt so good after exosing everything here.. XD

Felt Different For Once!!

Wokay.. Let's not talk about studies today.. Let's talk about something else..

I went to school at 4.30pm today.. Was suppose to be there at 4.30, but somehow i reached there at 4.45pm.. =P I overslept..

So, we're suppose to help out with the games you see.. There were games like Chapteh, Coconut Bowling, Some Hockey thingy, IQ games, Hulla hoop stuff and a ping pong like game.. Me and Megga was in charge of Chapteh.. Kinda challenging to me though..

It's really fun to see all those kids playing.. They laughing and stuffs.. =)

After the whole game thingy settle, we had a dance along session.. And for goodness sake.. Pn. Chandrika asked me to lead the kids.. So her words went a little like this..

Pn.Chandrika : *facing the kids*OK.. In Abang Wai Kiat.. *turns to me*You got any
nick name or not??
Me : No.. I dont think we need that gua~~
Pn.Chandrika : *turns to the back*What nickname should we give him??
Me : o.0"
Megga : THE SAW!!
Pn.Chandrika : *face the kids again*Ini "Abang The Saw".. Abang apa??
Kids : The Saw!!
Me : *whispering*Damn!!

After the whole thing ended.. Pn. Chandrika treated us to dinner in Modern!! XD
*Thanks a lot, teacher*XD

I felt different today.. Well, at least i enjoyed myself today.. Really mixing around with my classmates*Finally!! ==*, seeing those kids have a good time.. Man.. It really do feel good.. It really do.. =)

The "I-Don't-Know-What-I'm-Talking-About" Post

Alright.. I think it's been some time since i last posted something up here.. But anyway.. Here i am again.. =)

School today.. Was OK i guess.. The best thing is that Mr. Mong didn't turn up for Chemistry today.. *HOORAY*

The rest of the subject was OK as well.. Nothing great..

Hmm... There's something that's been bothering me though.. My blog have been quite dead lately.. Where the hell is my readers?? My blog's open for Human.. XD

Erm.. Ran out of idea about what to post and stuffs.. Plus i'm getting more and more lazy day by day..

Oh yeah.. One more thing.. GODDAMNED IT!! I'm BROKE!! =="

Blah, Blah, Hippitty-Hoo-Blah...

Aight.. According to the clock hung on the wall.. It's 1.10am right now.. And i can't sleep.. Damn it.. No matter though.. I'll just simply post something up here, cause i felt lifeless right now.. Lifeless as in nothing to do.. Please.. Do not misunderstand me.. XD

Anyway, tomorrow.. Wait.. I mean a few hours later.. Is my school's canteen day.. I'll definitely be taking pictures there, and hopefully i'll eventually have the time to post it up here.. Will be going for a while.. Cause i heard a lot of my ex-schoolmates and ex-classmates will be there as well.. So, i'll just take this opportunity to meet em.. *grins*

Let's talk about today now shall we.. Right.. Today.. Hmm.. Nothing much except that i fucking screwed up my Chemistry test.. *sigh*

SKIP~~

Anyway, let's talk about yesterday.. Dang.. I screwed up my Physics test as well.. Despite having an open-book-test.. *sigh*

I really gotta start studying.. I don't wanna be looked down by others.. Especially when the competition's hard in my class..

Anyway.. Let's talk about "L-O-V-E".. XD
I don't know bout you guys.. But to me right now.. Having a girlfriend.. Is like putting one leg into a coffin.. Especially when you're in Form 6.. Unless if you know how to manage your time.. But, somehow.. I'll feel lonely once in a while as well.. *No, i'm not being desperate..*

Anyhow.. I had set up something in my mind.. Study must be my main priority now.. Come to think of it.. What Mr. Mong said to me make sense..

"You will have to change.. Surprise everyone of us here with your results.. It's still not too late.. But first.. You will have to change your attitude.."

Which is what i'll be doing now.. NO more procrastinating.. No more fooling around.. *well, maybe once in a while.. =)* I'll be setting up my targets now.. It's hard.. Therefore.. I gotta work for it..

Speaking of that.. I just remembered the work that Mr. Chan gave us.. ^^

Will not be wasting my time anymore..

So, peeps.. I might only update my blog once in a while.. To those who were following my blog.. Don't leave.. I'm sure the future has something interesting planned ahead of me.. XD

A Little Stressed-Off Day..

Aight, peeps.. Today.. I wasn't pressured much as i'm always am.. Here's how it goes..

Today starts with Pengajian Am.. No pressure at all.. As i finished all Mrs. Pheng's homework despite being absent the day before.. *grins*.. However, she gave us a little homework at the end of her class as well.. So, still OK to me..

After that's MUET class.. Mrs. Chandrika came in.. And for some reason.. She left her notes that she's suppose to give me and another Malay girl in my class (I forgot her name.. Sorry~~ ^^)as we were both absent the previous day.. So.. She went downstairs to look for the notes.. And she came back half an hour later i suppose.. So, she doesn't have much time to teach.. Which also means less homework.. The only homework from her is the exercise from the notes she gave us this morning..

Then, recess.. Didn't ate much, as my stomach's still not feeling well..

After that.. Chemistry.. Mr. Mong asked us to be in the lab.. Which can only mean one thing.. Experimental time!! So.. We will have to be in a pair.. I paired up with Yu Wei.. So at first.. We were allowed to play with the apparatus.. Then we will have to carry out the experiment.. We're suppose to be doing titration.. So, when we're suppose to mix the NaOH solution with another chemical (Forgotten the name.. LMAO), we stupidly mixed it up with HCl.. So.. We had to repeat the experiment all over again.. So, no time to finish it..

After Chemistry was Physics.. We have to carry out experiment as well.. Here's the aim..

"Aim : To investigate the e.m.f and the internal resistance of a rheostat.."

.. And you will not believe it.. The experiment went smoothly.. Our graph was perfect.. And we even passed up our report early.. How great was that..

As for now.. There's still one thing that bothers me.. Mrs. Pheng's newspaper report!! I haven't done that yet.. And am working on it now.. *sigh*

So..

Will update whenever i get the chance to do so..

-Peace Out-

I'm Slowly Feeling The Pressure...

"Goddamned it!! Mistakes again.."

Seriously.. Above were the phrases that i used more than i usually used to use.. Why?? Long story cut short.. I cannot afford to waste my time anymore.. I cannot afford to make mistakes anymore.. I am suppose to be chasing up with time, not the other way round.. SO, that means that i will have to be a freaking nerd for 1 1/2 years.. Weird huh?? Well, peeps.. Try to imagine me wearing a big glasses, with buttoned up colared t's, and flat, center-splitted hair.. I'm sure.. I'm pretty sure.. NO, wait.. I'm very sure that it looks.. WEIRD!! LMAO..

Anyway, school has been on progress.. Still busy with my homework.. Still busy with my rehearsal for this coming Saturday's performance.. Still busy with revision.. And definitely.. Still busy hooking in with my new classmates..

And.. I'm currently working on my Chemistry's notes.. A whole pile of 'em.. After this, have to start with Physics.. Then, Maths T.. What a life..

I'm slowly feeling the pressure.. Now i know.. The reason why a lot of my friends don't wanna go in for Form 6.. Now i know, the consequences of going in late for Form 6.. Lots of catching up to do.. Lots of understanding to do.. Lots of homework to complete.. Lots of notes to jot down..

I'd really gotta stop wasting time, thinking bout non-important things.. And blogging any further.. For today only lar..

-PEACE OUT-